Karmic tails: healing through writing (part 1)

Those karmic tails are taken from Matrix of destiny, and so are their descriptions. This is part 1 only.


Karmic Tail 18-6-6: Love Magic

Individuals with this karmic pattern typically feel unloved from childhood due to parental absence or emotional neglect, leading them to constantly seek external validation through numerous relationships. As adults, they often face a repeating cycle of seeking more fulfilling love from new partners, only to experience diminishing returns, underscoring the importance of developing self-love.

HEALING

• writing fiction can become a healing tool through teaching self-love. Write characters who slowly realize their own worth, who learn to love themselves

• journaling can also help you identify your own patterns in love

• try writing a love letter to yourself


Karmic Tail 21-10-7: Warrior of Faith

In this karmic scenario, individuals may find themselves repeating patterns of influencing others through charisma or talents, often propagating their views, which can lead to conflicts and disputes. They might experience feelings of confinement, engage in relationships that embrace diversity, refuse to accept differing beliefs, violate boundaries, and demonstrate inner double standards, often associating only with successful or influential people.

HEALING:

• write characters who embody opposing worldviews and allow them to grow and learn from each other

• by creating fictive leaders and their followers you can explore the shadows of influence without real-life consequences

• role-reversal exercises: write from the perspective of someone whose worldview you resist


Karmic Tail 18-6-15: Dark Mage

Individuals with this karmic pattern are often drawn to or fearful of magical practices, possess a strong desire for power, wealth, and influence, and have charismatic and attractive qualities. They struggle with dependencies, tend to idealize aspects of life, may interfere in others' lives, and experience cycles of high conflicts and low self-worth.

HEALING:

• explore the characters of wizards, kings, trickers - who wield influence yet suffer its costs. Write redemption arcs where these figures discover humility. This way you can externalize inner conflicts and reclaim agency over them. Fiction allows you to transmute fear of misuse into healing magic

• use shadow writing, where you deliberately give voice to the darkest impulses in a safe fictional world


Karmic Tail 15-8-11: Physical Aggression

Individuals with this karmic background may have experienced aggression in childhood and could exhibit aggressive behavior towards the vulnerable, often showing destructive emotions and indifference to others' suffering. They tend to prioritize physical strength, may engage in workaholism, and often neglect spiritual development, leading to potential health issues and a contrastingly weaker physical state compared to their past.

HEALING:

• writing can be your anger outlet. Create characters who embody rage and strength, then let them evolve into protectors instead of destroyers. Instead of bottling aggression, release it through character arcs that teach both you and your readers that strength is not brutality but resilience.

• angry writing sessions: set a timer for 10 minutes and let your anger pour into a character’s voice without censoring


Karmic Tail 9-15-6: World of Passions, Fairy Tales

These individuals possess an active imagination, often retreating into digital or fantasy worlds, and exhibit heightened sensitivity and vulnerability from childhood. They face challenges in understanding close relationships and may repeat mistakes in their personal and sexual lives, struggling with a balance between spiritual growth and material pursuits.

HEALING:

• turn writing into a tool to heal yourself, not just for escapism. Write characters who have to confront their vulnerability, who balance magic with reality, who have flaws. By creating stories you can process sensitivity and passion without being overwhelmed. 

• allow your characters to make the mistakes you’ve made in love or relationships, then rewrite their endings with wisdom gained


Karmic Tail 12-16-4: Emperor

Individuals with this karmic pattern often present as graceful and charming, disguising an inner spirit of authority and responsibility akin to an emperor. Growing up typically without a strong father figure, they witness a dominant mother role, leading to imbalances in their own relationships where they might assume controlling and masculine roles, especially if they are women, and struggle with making tough decisions for fear of inconveniencing others.

HEALING:

• use writing to explore authority: create rulers who wrestle with responsibility, power, and control. They can discover what true power means to them. In telling these stories, you soften your inner rigidity and allow your own decisions to flow with confidence rather than fear

• role analysis writing: write scenes where your character shifts between ruler, servant, and equal partner


Karmic Tail 6-5-17: Pride

This individual possesses talents that could lead to love, respect, and fame, but often lacks the willingness to fully exert effort to realize their potential, desiring immediate success and high positions without substantial effort. They tend to overvalue their achievements, undervalue others, chase quick success, neglect spiritual growth, and might engage in self-destructive behavior and self-criticism, hesitating to showcase their talents due to a lack of self-confidence.

HEALING:

• through storytelling, you can process the desire for quick success by engaging with the long, patient craft of writing itself. Every unfinished draft becomes a mirror: are you hesitating out of fear of judgment? By completing stories, even small ones, you heal pride with persistence and see your talents shine.

• use small writing goals; finish micro-stories without editing


Karmic Tail 6-8-20: Disappointment of One's Lineage

Individuals with this karmic background often start life under challenging circumstances, like an unexpected birth or family stress, leading to high expectations and frequent criticism from their family. This can result in low self-esteem, feelings of injustice, and complex relationship dynamics, including attempts to earn approval, unconventional marital choices, and repeating family patterns unconsciously.

HEALING:

• fiction lets you rewrite family expectations. Liberate your characters the way you wanted to be liberated

• create parents you wish you had

• break your generational cycles in your stories

• write unsent letters to your parents, expressing your pains


Karmic Tail 9-9-18: Wizard

This individual may achieve success, education, and a career but could feel burdened by unshared, special knowledge, leading to a fear of expressing it due to feelings of inadequacy or intellectual pride. They may struggle with emotional intimacy, insecurity, and professional underachievement, and could face illnesses that force them to seek help, challenging their aversion to vulnerability.

HEALING:

• you carry knowledge that longs to be spoken. Use your writing to let it out. Your words can carry secrets without exposing you directly. As you release these stories, your fear of inadequacy turns into healing wisdom.


Karmic Tail 21-4-10: Oppressed Soul

Individuals with this karmic pattern often fear expressing themselves, seeking constant support, and react strongly to personal boundaries being violated. They may endure challenging situations internally, struggle with decision-making and responsibility, often remaining in submissive roles, and live under the belief that life is a test of endurance, marked by self-doubt and a lack of self-expression.

HEALING:

• writing fiction gives you voice. Create characters who begin voiceless or invisible, and guide them to find their power. Over time, your fictional characters’ courage will spill into your own life

• try expressive journaling about silence: write a scene about when you couldn’t speak your truth. Then fictionalize it; give your character the courage to say what you couldn’t

• practice progressive storytelling, where each draft allows the character to assert themselves more strongly


Karmic Tail 9-12-3: Lonely Woman

Individuals with a past connected to maternal loss may cling closely to their mothers, leading to complex, dependent relationships and loneliness due to a reluctance to leave home. Those with past ties to partners might experience prolonged periods without relationships, disappointment in searching for the ideal partner, or loveless marriages, while those connected to children may show over-attachment, fear for their safety, or neglect their needs.

HEALING:

• write stories of mothers, daughters, partners, or children who reflect your inner bonds and struggles. Explore characters who search endlessly for love, only to find it within themselves or in unexpected places

• write a story where the main character experiences adventure, friendship, magic, but don't write romantic love - see how much their life can be about when it doesn't circle around romantic love 


Karmic Tail 21-7-13: Destruction, Death of Many Souls

Individuals with this karmic path, influenced by past life experiences of loss, may be compelled to rescue and help others, often choosing professions centered around compassion and rehabilitation. They might not only focus on saving lives but also reviving and transforming things and relationships, often experimenting with their appearance, facing periods of stagnation, and engaging in creative pursuits that produce enduring and healing art.

HEALING:

• your calling to rescue and transform can be lived safely in fiction. Write tales about broken souls who find healing or destroyed places that start blooming again 

• transformative writing: write about a character who sheds an old identity. Describe the process in detail: what they lose, what they grieve, and what feels lighter afterwards 

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